When I Decide

It's too hard to come clean
I have a fear of rejection
Even if we friends it don't mean
That you would love my complexion
I know that you're strong and don't need
Even an ounce of protection
I gotta share my confession
I shoulda asked you the question
Love, at first sight, is new to me
Your presence is like a muse to me
It's feelings that I know you can see
Really there's no excuse for me
I shoulda asked when I had the chance
Just so you know there was a plan
To put a ring onto your hand
I hope that you understand

When I decide
If I should do this or not
When I decide
If I should tell you the truth or not
When I decide
If I should do this or not
When I decide
To tell you the truth
Then it's over with

I'm so sick of hiding in my verses
All of this success but missing love just isn't worth
Finally told mama all the truth when I was hurting
Told her I was dying
So tell Chase that she was perfect
But I don't mean no disrespect
I had to get this off my chest
She's been the one that I can't forget
Stayed on my mind
So it's time well spent
On loving, wait
Love the thought of you
Shoulda spoke up in the first time or two
Type of smile where the sun just smiling on you
Every time I think I'm moving I'm reminded of you
Type of smile that just make me wanna settle on the truth
Type of smile that don't make me wanna ever change the view
Type of smile that still got me sing rhyming for you
Type of smile that go better with a diamond or two

When I decide
If I should do this or not
When I decide
If I should tell you the truth or not
When I decide
If I should do this or not
When I decide
To tell you the truth
Then it's over with



Credits
Writer(s): Cameron London
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