I Wish

Huh yeah
I wish that I could go back to 02
Before our relationship started to fall through
I was ten I didn't know what you were going through
I barely knew you made it easier to blame you
See the thing is she meant everything to me she was
She was my world and for a while it was us three
So I was so torn when she took her last breath
And right then he was all I thought I had left
Im glad now that dad found a bit of happiness
When he met you guess you pulled him from his darkness
Back then i know I didn't see it that way
Felt like you coming in pushed me out in a sad way
Throughout the years I would resent you every chance I got
You were a fighter pushing back till it became a lot
And as time went by things just got worse
I wanna call it quits but my heart won't let me say it first
I wish we could
turn back the time
Water the fire
That fell between us
Who we once were
I'll keep it safe
Lets cheers to then
I wish that we could
In 03 we left Kampala for Adelaide
A fresh start thought the hate would finally dissipate
But each of us came abroad with some extra baggage
Too much to handle all the stress was too hard to manage
Everything would turn into tug of war
With dad in the middle scrambling tryna hold the door
As you shut me out he pulled me in
Got you drawing lines its either us or you and him
and you didn't like that
And y0u would fight him knowing well he wouldn't fight back
Screaming out loud you want life back
You never liked that he always took my side
Over you that's something that you ain't even tried to hide
Still a part of me likes to think about
How our lives coulda been if we ever figured out
A better way to fucking deal with our differences
Instead of living our lives trying be each other's nemesis
I wish we could
Turn back the time
Water the fire
That fell between us
Who we once were
I'll keep it safe
Lets cheers to then
I wish that we could
I wish we could
Turn back the time
Water the fire
That fell between us
Who we once were I'll keep it safe
Lets cheers to then I wish that we could