Blame It On My Ego

You point the blame at other people
So toxic, that it's lethal
That your love is filled with poison
Narcissism is the needle
I can't even much believe you
No, I don't really want to see you

You can blame it on my ego, blame it on my pride
Man, it's probably 'cause I keep it bottled up so deep inside
That I can never really love you, nah
'Cause I'm so broken, I can't trust you
You don't love me, I don't love you

You reminisce our interactions
You played me on the backend
You can tell me that you love me
You ain't show that with your actions

I ain't adding I'm subtracting
The smiles and the acting
This toxicity outweighs all of the kissing and the laughing

I ain't playing any games, I'm not Atari
I know I'm far from being Ken, but you're no Barbie
And all I ever think about is how you harm me
My mentality is 'fuck it, I can't do this shit, and I'm sorry'

You can blame it on my ego, blame it on my pride
Man, it's probably 'cause I keep it bottled up so deep inside
That I can never really love you, nah
'Cause I'm so broken, I can't trust you
You don't love me, I don't love you

Yeah, I tattooed broken on my face 'cause let's be honest, it's true
See I don't even love myself, so it's hard to show love to you
I had belief inside myself, I tried to trust you, it's true
But I can't do that because of all the stuff you constantly do

I showed you loyalty, I thought you might be fit for a crown
Meanwhile, you texting dudes at 3:00 a.m. when I'm not around
And that's so crazy in my eyes 'cause I was holding it down
But in the end, I wasn't nothing but the role of a clown

You can blame it on my ego, blame it on my pride
Man, it's probably 'cause I keep it bottled up so deep inside
That I can never really love you, nah
'Cause I'm so broken, I can't trust you
You don't love me, I don't love you

You can blame it on my ego, blame it on my pride
Man it's probably 'cause I keep it bottled up so deep inside
That I can never really love you, nah
'Cause I'm so broken, I can't trust you
You don't love me, I don't love you



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Writer(s): Fj Outlaw
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