Summers Done

Every year, bruddas say they'll run it when the summer comes
Bruddas still aint doin nuttin when the Summers Done
I had a ting named Summer in my bed
Through the winter had her bouncing on the springs
Until Summer comes
Now she's fallin like it's Autumn, I don't give a shit
Said I can't afford to put my all in she weren't listening
She's tryna balance but my life stay crazy
My hearts froze up can you ice skate baby
Uh
It's a slippery slope
I run true
Run twos
I just give and I go
Till I'm ballin
Sayin I'm a player? I just didn't wanna force it
If we ain't got the aux in, this shit is feeling awkward
You know it's real when, you can sit in silence
The mutual understanding it's quiet but you don't mind it
What's understood, doesn't need to be explained
Nevermind
You aint got the same mindset
Really I don't think you can relate
If you aint ever felt this kinda pain
If you aint ever woke up in a state with sweat drippin down your head
Bout some shit you couldn't face
Troubles find you in the night
That you avoid throughout the day
That's why It's late and I'm awake
Can't lay my mind to rest
Thoughts jogging memories, now they're runnin through my head
My brudda died now I'm hollow in the chest
No bitch can make me stressed
All my feelings are surpressed
Some bitches that I pressed
Some bruddas would be impressed
She's piff and she gave me neck
It never got to my head
All these hearts that I broke
All this cope with no intent
I don't wanna settle down
If mans settling for less
I hope that you don't take offense
If the grass aint always greener if it's made of concrete?
How you gonna plant your seed
Love?
In the concrete jungle it don't mean much
Snakes wearing Puma
Turned his wife into a cheater maybe
I just got some trust issues
And if all we ever do is fuck
How am I gonna fall in love with you
Say you're catching feelings
We just fucking we aint speaking
If I never tried to fuck you
Then I fuck with you
Yeah that sounds twisted, yeah I know
And I'm different yeah I know, and
She don't understand
If she listened she would know
Yeah nails on fleek
But there's dirt underneath
And just because it glitters is it gold
I'm getting old
Sat thinking does my heart even work?
Man I wonder why
Ayy, nah
Man I wonder why
Why I'm different to everyone else
I'm cold hearted it's a gift and a curse I aint gonna lie
They say they know me
Really that's the old me
I changed, I paid attention to what they showed me
Love is a drug, and I didn't wanna OD
I was treading on ice it gave me cold feet
So I been ducking feelings all my life
And it's funny cause I'm in my fucking feelings all the time
Paintin pictures with my words
Writin feelings in my rhymes
Tryna find a meaning in their lies
They tell me that they got me
And I get it, they just feel a little lost
Building bridges they could cross
But they end up jumping off
Why my bruddas always jumping off man
Could've crossed that una
And every year bruddas say they're stacking all winter bro
Bruddas still aint got nuttin when the winter goes
I always wanted to take a bitch to winter wonderland
I wonder every winter man
These bitches probably think I'm cold
Summers Done, this my winter flow
Top down through my summer and my winter coat
They say that time is the best healer
Maybe it'd pass quicker if my wrist was froze