Down To Earth

I can feel it coming on again
I'm seeing all the signs
Just push through today I tell myself
To stick it out this time
And I've got all these good intentions
But deep down I know that I will
Spend a couple hours staring at the wall

And i know one day I'll feel better
But right now it's getting worse
And I just need to bring myself back down to earth

I've written you a pile of letters
But that doesn't seem to work
Was never even gonna send them
Cause I still can't find the words
And they say
As the days go by these kinds of things get easier
But it's been years now, and I still don't feel secure

And I know one day I'll feel better
But right now it's getting worse
And I just need to bring myself back down to earth
I know that I am getting better
But right now I just feel hurt
And I'm trying hard
To find my way back down to earth

And it's like
I don't even feel the water anymore
Guess I need the rest
I keep finding myself just lying down
In the shower again
And again
And again

And I know one day I'll feel better
But right now it's getting worse
And I just need to bring myself back down to earth
I know that I am getting better
But right now I just feel hurt
And I'm trying hard
To find my way back down to earth

Need to keep everybody happy
Just to try to prove my worth
But I'm never certain
Taking all my time
To pick and choose my words
And I know that they all mean well
So I'll pretend that it don't hurt
When people tell me, they say
You're so down to earth
I'll find new ways to bring myself back down to earth
Cause I know one day being here
Won't have to hurt