Back and Forth

I went back and forth To write this verses all night long I sought
Had to pay dues and cross my T's and dot my I's
And all
Had to watch my tongue cause man must watch the way he speaks thy word
If she told me that she loved me then you know she didn't at all

I seen harder days
Longer night
Sleepless night I fought
I got critics from my homies, peers can't forget my bro
I've seen longer pains
Shorter days
Sleepless night I hurt
I watched children starved
For countless reasons
Please don't ask my why

I know a nigga who sick
He called on his dad
His dad didn't put in much work
Helped him a lil, accused him of theft
He came at me with a spoon and a fork
Christmas In bed, hospital beds
Thinking and plotting of getting revenge
I was upset, deeply depressed, mostly I was filled
With regrets

I wasn't brought up with love, but imma still try, I got to be here for my mom
I was a young with hate, a troubled kid, with series of troubled events
Growing up mama always beating me up made me believe that I wasn't her son
Funny how times fly, damn time. I'm watching all in my thought

This shii turned me to a heathen
Eyes closed, I'm strangling demons
Fight back I'm trying get even
Back to back I keep having amnesia

This shii turned me to a heathen
Eyes closed, I'm strangling demons
Fight back I'm trying get even
Back to back I keep having amnesia

I went back and forth To write this verses all night long I sought
Had to pay dues and cross my T's and dot my I's
And all
Had to watch my tongue cause man must watch the way he speaks thy word
If she told me that she loved me then you know she didn't at all

I went back and forth To write this verses all night long I sought
Had to pay dues and cross my T's and dot my I's
And all
Had to watch my tongue cause man must watch the way he speaks thy word
If she told me that she loved me then you know she didn't at all

I went back and forth To write this verses all night long I sought
Had to pay dues and cross my T's and dot my I's
And all
Had to watch my tongue cause man must watch the way he speaks thy word
If she told me that she loved me then you know she didn't at all



Credits
Writer(s): Rolland Obi-okafor
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