Potions

In my emotions
I need a potion
Anything to take away my focus
As I've been drowning in your ocean
You had my complete and utter devotion
I thought you and I were the closest
Atrocious
It is that you left me at my lowest
You were never worth a dozen roses
I won't even speak to you my throat just seems to close in
In a dark place I never would've chosen
Cycling through the old shit
I really need a potion
I really need a potion

You took back the key and left me at your gates
You were my haven, where I felt I was safe
Who knew you'd be hell on earth and so insane
Narcissistic, you can't see how you done made me ache
As the pain gets worse
I try to hide the things we were
I can't bring myself to look at pictures of us, I'm concerned
Remembering your voice is hard enough and all your words
Never meant a thing, I'm not surprised that you had did me dirt
It was easy for you
But it's been hard for me
Cause I'd still protect you from anything that threatens the
Hairs on your head, that's how much you really meant to me
You still do... and that's a felony

In my emotions
I need a potion
Anything to take away my focus
As I've been drowning in your ocean
You had my complete and utter devotion
I thought you and I were the closest
Atrocious
It is that you left me at my lowest
You were never worth a dozen roses
I won't even speak to you my throat just seems to close in
In a dark place I never would've chosen
Cycling through the old shit
I really need a potion
I really need a potion

I still see your shadows
They haunt me I can't go
Anywhere to escape your damn ghost
This whole years been sad so
I'm walking toward the gallows
Ready to face all my damn woes
I know they'll kill me, I'm that close
To death so fuck it anyways, it's a rap though
Three months later and I can't seem to get over you
Now I be really missing the older you
I really wish you had told the truth
I still don't know what to do... yea