Visions

Yeah
It's Callous
This some real, This some real man
A little insight on my mindset, every since the occasion of what happened to me

I'm seeing visions, visions constantly I'm seeing visions
Nightmares haunt my sleep so much, got my soul filled with tension
Seeing visions, visions, reminded so much with visions
So thankful for every ounce of breath that God has given
Seeing visions, visions, constantly I'm seeing visions
Nightmares haunt my sleep so much got my soul filled with tension
Seeing visions, visions reminded so much with visions
So thankful for every ounce of breath that God has given

Blessed to wake another day, I ascend my hands and I pray
I thank the lord gave me a chance to see another day
Sometimes I feel abnormal, sometimes I think I'm tripping
Question what's to come next in the physical that I'm living
If you only overstood images haunts in my mind
Flash in my eyes, seen my shell lie on the curbside
Waking from cold sweats growing weary tears in my eyes
I wouldn't want to be me if I was on the outside
Walking life in secrets, decide I shed light on my darkness
Hatred in the horizon, got niggas that wanna off me
Still traumatized from the reality of what happened
PTSD fucks with me I'm feeling out of body
I didn't ask for this disease that the streets presented
Welcome now to my hurt, my scorns, my eternal living
Matter of the same year went through something was more fearing
Lost my Grandma, same year in the same sequence, Damn

See I just want to give a lil bit of what's going on in my mind a lil bit yo
It's like once I lost my Grandma man it changed me a lot mentally, physically
And once I got shot, it did a lot to me too man

Listen
I'm seeing visions, visions constantly I'm seeing visions
Nightmares haunt my sleep so much, got my soul filled with tension
Seeing visions, visions, reminded so much with visions
So thankful for every ounce of breath that God has given
Seeing visions, visions, constantly I'm seeing visions
Nightmares haunt my sleep so much got my soul filled with tension
Seeing visions, visions reminded so much with visions
So thankful for every ounce of breath that God has given

Pains me severely paranoia, this here beating my soul
From the hottest summers, surving winters freezing cold
A gravity pull so strong they trying to force me home
In situations focus attention to my need in hope
Let the beauty of my words touch, just marinate
Put your mind in a high of my life, just levitate
I speak nothing but truth in the song here before your ears
Blood pumps in my veins, my soul, my music, I hope you feel
Wishing what I've endured in times of life become passive
In the nearest church, synagogue think I need a pastor
Tell me I'll be ok success is here, that I will make it
More than one attempt at my spirit thought I met my maker
Do this for my Mother, my Father and all of my siblings
It's for my Aunts, Uncles, Cousins it's for my whole family
Let me extend my hand, place my shoes, can you keep up
Not easy as you thought, it's heavy are you givin up
NEVER never

Yeah just had to, give more insight
Keep your minds high, never give up on nothing
Stand strong almighty
Staying spiritually in tune developing
Growing in mind and spirit
Mind Body and Soul



Credits
Writer(s): Laquan Lewis
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