IF YOU MUST KNOW interlude

I been really tryina mind my business
Lately I feel as if I invented that
Cerebrally my head it's steady spinnin
Cuz I lost shit that I ain't ever gettin back
Know my situation if you listen
Scribin my depression on infinite tracks
If you must know
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I was on the road to do a show
Then came back home went to the store
Then niggas pulled in a four seater wit blick point at my dome
Was shortly after hit in traffic left a kickback wit the homies
Then 5 0 was on the scene and tried to bust us for aromas
Had me sittin on the shoulder in the cold it was October
We was on I95 maybe 290 I don't know
Cuz I was high and yes they asked me but of course I never told
My nigga tossed what we had left off to the side I guess they noticed
But couldn't find it so confined us till they said that we could go
And I was high but not the highest so I drove
My nigga car back to his crib then called an uber by my lonesome
And a shorty on the low I asked if she could come over
She like yeah so then I smashed but after that I never spoke
Hit the back was on my patio I rolled up then I smoked
Like half a blunt it would be more but I been dealing wit my throat
Fucked it up in 2020 last December I was hopeless ever since I did
Had a bunch of issues doctor said I shouldn't chief but ever since I did
Just got intermitted lit
Cuz I've had mental issues ever since a kid
Saddest when I'm laughin went to work because my birthday a month after
Which ironically the same day that I almost lost my dad
Was self inflicted I'm conflicted am I sad or am I happy
I don't know but to this day I'm truly glad that I still have him
Went to rap because I had nothin to say about the matter
He was sleepin in the hospital at home he got the bag
I had a stepmom at the time who was supposed to pick the slack up
To make longer stories shorter that of course had never happened
Then Elijah late at night was like I'm hungry gave him snacks
Till X and Izzy like I'm hungry so that day I started trapping

Cuz of that I really like to mind my business
Hard to pace yourself when you be livin fast
So if you wonder why I mind my business
Cuz I lost people I ain't ever gettin back
Know my situation if you listen
Scribin my depression on infinite tracks
If you must know
If you must know
If you must
If you must
If you must know
If you must know
If you must
If you must



Credits
Writer(s): Zaire Brooks
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