Its Never Soft

Uh Adri need to speak a minute

Because I will get worn
I will get broken
I'll get so hung up on the things I haven't spoken
I'll be beside all by myself
I will just deny and deny that I'm now something else
Once I think I got him
There's another new voice it's sounding so smooth
I think someone above is making noise
But it will never change
He don't want the change
This friend I met named ED says we made a promise my friend
He saved all those pictures that led to when we met
He has all these different voices but it's the same poison
He really tugs on strings
And then I'm so sick that heartlessness and my existence won't be a thing
Whispers I'm grandiose
I am god
The real though is I got too sick and wow I've gone
It's never soft
Oh it's never soft
He's a butcher to the soft
My mind butchered by his saw
Bye bye ED you never soft

Yo daughter complex she got some guns to her head
Ooo
No it's not on purpose mama
I promise Im not lying mama
Hey didn't mean to make you cry
He's just mean when I wanna say good night
So I beg my Seroquel to do it's job right

Mealtime I have got to be blind
He bothers me all of the time
You see he doesn't reside
Its a snobby man who got a big mansion
He ain't gotta pay taxes
He the CEO of tears down my eyelashes
He's the man that doesn't get canned
Uh but he the one that makes you study the label on every can
It's off with your head and yes it's literal
Because right above your neck talk is not little
It's detention with a hundred sentences reminding you
How long you've shared the same principles
The I'm sorry you do not live alone
Mister you are my property
Mister I saw you eat now let's think out loud honestly
Yo but he ain't real honesty
He's the monster in the closet scene
He makes all his dreams your dreams
Once he gets you enough you become best buds
His name goes from ED to your 2 new friends anorexia and orthorexia
They rode like a free pair of rose colored glasses
Killers on some wack shit
Killers on some wack shit
Heavy heavy heavy heavy killers on some wack shit

He is chains and shackles
A trick you into thinking we both rule this castle
Not telling the truth but giving absolutes
A manipulator saying you've know him
Since you were eight so he really is the savior
Taking what he claimed to have saved you from
And makes a copy of every one

Yo daughter complex she got some guns to her head
Ooo
No it's not on purpose mama
I promise Im not lying mama
Hey didn't mean to make you cry
He's just mean when I wanna say good night
So I beg my Seroquel to do its job right

Because I will get worn
I will get broken
I'll get so hung up on the things I haven't spoken
I'll be beside all by myself
I will just deny and deny that I'm now something else
Once I think I got him
There's another new voice it's sounding so smooth
I think someone above is making noise
But it will never change
He don't want the change
This friend I met named ED says we made a promise my friend
He saved all those pictures that led to when we met
He has all these different voices but it's the same poison
He really tugs on strings
And then I'm so sick that heartlessness and my existence won't be a thing
Whispers I'm grandiose
I am god
The real though is I got too sick and wow I've gone
It's never soft
Oh it's never soft
He's a butcher to the soft
My mind butchered by his saw
Bye bye ED you never soft

So I beg my Seroquel to do its job right



Credits
Writer(s): Adriana Rogers, Adri Rogers
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