Ultra Honest

But I'm the problem, I'm the issue, I'm the obstacle, you tell it
I'm the blockage, I'm what's stopping where you headed, if you tell it
But I promise, I'ma keep ultra honest if we tellin'
Keep it honest if I tell it
Shit get muggy but just trust me you can bet that I'ma air it
Shit get muggy but just trust that I'ma

Purging the echoes of a past lover
My only comfort is a past summer
Glimpses of you still peer through
I steer through, heavy rain and crashed thunder
But stay aligned
My pigeon toed companion
My Demonia toting maverick that suffered for the platform
With a soul that glowed with magic
Metal in your face contrasting softness of your eyes
That resembled cotton fabric
Every piece of me loved every part of you
Every foot, every flaw, every follicle
Every pore, every form, to the molecule
The shape of you the frames of you was saved within and
Now I race to lose yo features in faces of other women
The colors don't make a difference
Heart break will create a plague
That replace then place an entrance through the Poe-st of lenses
What a, juxtaposition
We was, just in positions
Now "fuck me's" form to subtle "fuck you's" through the tension
I thought, that if I caught you the same grace I'd be afforded too
But two months proved too much for you
Now I ain't jaded cuz you can't take weight I came with
It came down to utter disrespect and degradation
Saudade sewed all into this song
The same kinda tone in the text that expressed that
"I do regret the love
Cuz we was happier
When I just fucked you
And sent you home"

But I'm the problem, I'm the issue, I'm the obstacle, you tell it
I'm the blockage, I'm what's stopping where you headed, if you tell it
But I promise I'ma keep ultra honest if we tellin'
Keep it honest if I tell it
Shit get muggy but just trust me you can bet that I'ma air it

But I promise I'ma keep ultra honest if we tellin'
Keep it honest if I tell it
Shit get muggy but just trust me you can bet that I'ma air it
All, out

If we telling Titanic stories don't start at the wreckage shorty
Recollection defective go ahead and reverse this record
Before thee depression on me it wrecked me employment severed
Tread to secure the rent and electric money
Was all I had
And you came and you fed me and you kept me company
But my problems was my problems you interjected to be in my presence mostly
Suffer from the burnout that I wasn't aware was on me
From taking, care of us both
When you, squandered funds
On the, friends and the fun
And
And in essence, the gesture was just an effort to forget yo worries
Or the gestures of a jester that was steady stuck in motion
Damn, who knew it'd get this ugly
Which is why you stepping out felt like stepping on me
Ignoring pleasure and weathering storms
Wasn't worth protecting what we invested
New treasures make you forgetful
Of
Who dusted you off when you fumbled yo job and made home of my spot
And you knew that a clock was never an obstacle
But
That's if we keep it ultra honest, true
So don't ever speak on me like ima loser
Don't you ever speak like I be stuck on stupid
Don't you ever speak on me and skip over the past tense
When you gave up on yoself
I pulled up the app then lifted you from the ashes
That's if we keep it ultra honest when they asking

Stay with me
Lay with me
Lie with me
Lie to me
Tell me it's mines fully
Die with me
Die for me
Live with me
Live for me
No price too big shorty
If you still here for me

Stay with me
Lay with me
Lie with me
Lie to me
Tell me it's mines fully
Die with me
Die for me
Live with me
Live for me
No price too big shorty
If you still here for me