Note To Self

Dear God, give me peace while I get back on my feet
Ran a couple thousand miles, riots in these streets
On the move, soul to soothe
Sweating demons in the booth
Doubts presented with the truth but I got way much more to prove
Note to self, this is not for the wealth
Not for my health, only for the most high
Multi-millions never give us the feeling, when we've been reeling and
The media keeps rambling on it's not the faith to lean on but
The truth and the hope is all is clouded in smoke, while they tell it
If there's to money to be made, you best believe they sell it
Wake up and smell the fear in the air, who really cares
Conversations in the middle, yeah I meet you there
Love is on time, what's it take to see the signs
Gotta listen with intention empathic intuition
We're all sinning every minute, why's the judging intermittent
Write you off before you finish, we could all use this repentance
Breathe

I know, I said way too much to bump this on your beats no pill form
Everybody wants to rap like somebody else on a billboard
We all got something to say, something to give in our own way
This music isn't a hobby or a profession or a lesson to learn in a session
I can't teach you my obsession for something higher
Lord use my voice to inspire and if they hate
Who am I to debate, hope they relate, blinded by faith

So put me back in
Know some of y'all didn't want me rapping
Like yeah, he's a decent producer an engineer and a tutor but
His lyrics are cheesy, he's better off as a YouTuber or
Working with somebody famous with clever punchlines
No real vision, wasting time and my vision
I got a date with destiny and you can save your opinions
Until my last breath, it's Christ to the death my only argument
I'd rather be in agreement, no parliament
This isn't about who's got it all figured out
Feel like I know one day, the next day I can't say
Why do I wait till I'm at my lowest to pray
Why is it friends can turn to enemies
I bet you won't find peace in that tesla lease
The girls that feast on your visa
Lisa could row your boat no destination
Few kids, mortgages and your insta
Lives to please the ones that seek the breeze
When you're not so hot, they'll be the first to leave
You look deep inside, you'll be the first to see
The insecurities, convinced you all the things you need
The void is here, the son is near