I Overthink, Alot

I overthink, a lot
So busy chasing a love, consumed by my thoughts
Darkness I'm trapped in a box
Pushin against the four corners like "where is the lock?"
Fighting these demons i box
Had me down bad on my knees til I picked up the rock
Now when they come they get socked
Cannot be stopped I been promised ta make it on top

Keep fightin' forward you'll get it
I was so empty and chasing this world and what's in it
Picked up my sword now I'm winning
Through all the tears now I'm grinning
Run up the score up, them digits
Workin' out now like fitness
No longer bound for sinning'
Stronghold on me, diminish
Now I got God as my witness I'm back up for business
Okay I'm back on my grind
Tell em stop wasting my time I ain't weak, Ima shine
Really I'm not the same guy
Created in me a new spirit brought the dead back to life
Gotta be patient with time
Really ain't on my own time had to put down my pride
Gotta stay humble in line
But really it's hard sometime when they say it's your time
Don't chase fame or money
Vanity just ain't for me, no longer a dummy
Sell out for clout, you funny
Really I'm on a new mission no time to be bummy
Chasing the wind not easy
Flattery just don't appease me
That do not please me
Shorty I need you to feed me
Pray for me, times it ain't easy
Trust and believe me
Know I was called to lead so I do not care how they see me
My faith ain't blind like Stevie
But it's enough to make wonders work time for the season
Trust and you gotta believe me
I know they watchin, they creepin
Prepare a table infront of my enemies, feasting
Rappin' my life like I'm preachin'
Found a new inner peace put all that torment to ceasing

I overthink, a lot
So busy chasing a love, consumed by my thoughts
Darkness I'm trapped in a box
Pushing against the four corners like "where is the lock?"
Fightin these demons i box
Had me down bad on my knees til I picked up the rock
Now when they come, they get socked
Cannot be stopped I been promised ta make it on top