iii. BOY

Oh boy, it seems to me you're aching so
Oh boy, just tell me what you're taking
I'll join you
These years have been tough on me too
Oh boy, your life's so perfect and
Oh boy, don't tell me you've earned it
I told you, you'll regret it if you do
And you'll never be the same

Now I'm never on my own
They pull my teeth they tear my clothes
And in my sleep I feel them close
Like restless nights in empty homes
So tell me shadow won't you give me one last breath to breathe
I'll try again for you 'cos patience is all I really need

I think I'm out of my time
Like you're proud of my mind
I think you lied to me
I've been sick of your shit since the day that we met
But I'm blinded by you
Now that we've split, and the hole has been fixed
I think I'm getting used to
Being controlled like a part of my soul is being abused

Oh boy, it seems to me you're aching so
Oh boy, just tell me what you're taking
I'll join you
These years have been tough on me too
Oh boy, your life's so perfect and
Oh boy, don't tell me you've earned it
I told you, you'll regret it if you do
And you'll never be the same

Oh boy, first time I was in love I was brainwashed
Had to wash my eyes but I even got the paint off
All these fucking lies made me want to tear my face off
Oh boy, now I'm happy again