Grow(T)H

So it goes
Things change and I know
That though I've got no control
That's just the way that we grow
No one told me what's ahead on this road
So until I break the mold
We'll just keep shooting for gold

Okay so this feel like the
First day at Hofstra after Summer '16
1127 memories, still feels like a dream
I never thought that I'd find myself at the heart of my team
Writing these songs, living my life still tryna find what it means
Some days it's harder to see but something's peaceful bout the uncertainty
There's worse things in this life to have worry bout
This for ones back then that took the time and heard me out
Built it up from nothing, our foundations looking sturdy now
To those who did me dirty, hold no malice as I stand inside my palace
Love and hate, it's all the same as we try to maintain the balance
It's all a part of the Wave there ain't no use in looking backward
The story has to continue, looking forward to the chapters that follow
I know my heart may seem hollow, I try to fill it daily
I know I'm only human, maybe that's what makes me crazy
Maybe I've been trying way too hard to run away from things
I know that soon will change, I guess that growing's kinda strange

Okay the world's a little crazy at the moment
I wanna go back home but right now I don't where home is
Every now and then I stop and take the time to call the homies up and say I miss them
And see the worlds a little brighter when we're smiling
Can't always feel the love that's why sometimes I need reminding
That tomorrow's never promised, but lately, I've been working on my timing
Hold it down for as long as the sun is shining and the world turns

So it goes
Things change and I know
That though I've got no control
That's just the way that we grow
No one told me what's ahead on this road
So until I break the mold
We'll just keep shooting for gold

Growing's strange
And don't nobody grow the same
Who thought at my big age I'd still be having growing pains
Tryna keep control over the things that soon I know will change
And tryna come to terms with though I've grown
I still don't know my way
Like growing's strange
And don't nobody grow the same
Who thought at my big age I'd still be having growing pains
Tryna keep control over the things that soon I know will change
And tryna come to terms with though I've grown
I still don't know my way
Like growing's strange
And don't nobody grow the same
Who thought at my big age I'd still be having growing pains
Tryna keep control over the things that soon I know will change
And tryna come to terms with though I've grown
I still don't know my way
Like growing's strange
And don't nobody grow the same
Who thought at my big age I'd still be having growing pains
Who thought I'd still be having growing pains