Smog (feat. Jeff Cardey)

These memories, they twist a hook inside your chest,
I've been a quiet ghost, but you know that I'm there
But I ain't sure of what you want,
But I ain't sure of what I want either
But we both have to make sure not to show how much it would really matter

I'm so far away, and I feel so self-centered
After all the years you've devoted to give me a chance to be here,
Where people just flow like ants without thoughts, day after day
Chasing a dream that may never even be worth the price they have to pay

I just want you to know that I haven't forgotten
I'm so grateful for you, but I'm sorry it just doesn't show
'Cause like a storm it comes fast, and as fast it passes
And I'm back on the wheel spinning around for another few years

It's so hard for me, it's a war, to make a decision
You're being pulled by two ties, and in the end you just see where you go
Go so fast, you just see a part of you fade into the horizon
All the green and the blue just fade into an illusion on smog

I just want you to know that I haven't forgotten
I'm so grateful for you, but I'm sorry it just doesn't show
'Cause like a storm it comes fast, and as fast it passes
And I'm back on the wheel spinning around for another few years