First Time

Feeling kinda funky in the junky
I'm intoxicated
By the overrated bar
Eyeing you from afar
In that overpriced car
Feeling below par
So I had to start somewhere
So I came in here for a beer
Is that you I see? (Oh)
I need to shoot my shot (So)
I pull some shit out about mortality
Fucking finality, in reality
I really wasn't planning on getting you to stay
But you do anyway
I have to find something to say
"I-I-I-I" I'm panicking, stumbling
But you take over
And say "hey
Why don't we take this to
My place?
Where we can talk in private." I say
"Shit! That's forward as fuck."
(I don't... Why did I say that?)
But we go anyway
And I don't last a minute, you claim
But it was my first time
I cannot lie
I cannot deny
I was not feeling fine
Sue me, is that a crime?
Being forced to stay (Though)
I could tell you really want (To go)
"Bitch I ain't feeling myself."
I said, "I know."
I said, "I cannot go"
I said, "I keep myself afloat" though
I let part of myself go
I know, I know, I know
This 'relationship' should go
Give Up
Let's just fuck to shut up (up, up)
I'm gonna tell you what I mean
So that
We can come clean (baby)
Being coerced to stay (though)
I really really want (to go)
I'm gonna tell you what I mean
So that we can come clean (baby)
I'm gonna make this moment showin
Make you feel like you're floatin (glowin)
Feeling like I'm zoning
Owning the moment
I see you boning
Knowing full well
You have a lie to tell
Ain't no one buying what you sell
No matter how hard you yell
I'm gonna keep wishing that you
Go to hell (hell, hell)
Baby, oh baby
(I was kinda hoping that you would. You would...)
I'm gonna tell you what I mean
So that we can break free (baby)
Being forced to leave (though)
We both really want (to go)
I just gotta say
Goddamn
Goddamn to that
Goddamn to everything in fact
(Baby, baby)