If It Pleases You

Fuck it up if it pleases you
I need my sister and father too
My mom don't get to watch me turn twenty-two
Money is pointless if you don't know what you want to do
I can't breathe, asphyxiation ensues
My girl is the only friend that feels true
Can someone explain how I'm lonely when I'm not alone
Coffee helps me think but the anxiety I can't condone

Back and forth before I run for the hills
There's locks on doors and several bottles of pills
I never enjoyed their use to numb the pain inside
My God forgive me if the thought happens to cross my mind
Loud music, drown the silence away
Downing supplements, please help me feel awake
I've been on autopilot since the first memories I have known
I think that I'll die before I have a day without my phone



Credits
Writer(s): Noah Zambrano
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