Beauty Queen

Mmm
Mmm
Mmm

She was always cooler
Than me had a thing
For skinny jeans
Looked like a beauty
Queen why can't i be her

Self hatred just sinks
In why can't i be happy
In my own skin like
She is

But something dies
Deep inside and tells
Me i am wrong for
Looking at myself like
I'm nothing but
Every time i go on
Instagram all i see
People who are prettier
And more talented

Because I don't wanna
Be a beauty queen
I just want to be happy
With me no i don't want
To be a beauty queen
I just want to be happy with
Me

Tried a few years
To hide myself
Telling people i
Can't sing telling
People i'm not good
enough

Yeah i'm really not
That good

Passing opportunities
Around because i feel
Like i have no worth
And i'm already a
Disappointment

But something dies
Deep inside and tells
Me i am wrong for
For hating myself
So deeply but i'll
Just keep writing
Songs about self
Love and self care
Because maybe
Unconsciously
I'm listening

Because I don't wanna
Be a beauty queen
I just want to be happy
With me no i don't want
To be a beauty queen
I just want to be happy with
Me

She was always cooler
Than me had a thing
For skinny jeans
Looked like a beauty
Queen why can't i be her

Self hatred just sinks
In why can't i be happy
In my own skin like
She is

Yeah i'm really not
That good

Mmm
Mmm
Mmm

No i'll never be
A beauty queen
Let's just hope
One day i like
Me



Credits
Writer(s): Heather Mcdowall
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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