HEADS OR TAILS

I did it on my own
I cut them strings off
I did it on my own
I cut them strings off
I did it on my own

Only dead people know what's when you die
Every time you lie I can see it your eyes
When shit hits the fan you be coming with the flies
You won't see it coming when I sever all your ties
Heads or tails baby you know if I die I die
I can see the truth in all shit that you deny
You in a cocoon tryna stop a butterfly
Everything you are I'm multiplied by ten times

I only feel alive in a mosh pit
Let my body hit the ground I'm exhausted
Crushing camels by the pack until I'm nauseous
Know my mama mad I never finished college
Used stay off in the bottoms by the houses boarded up
Stumble out the party cause I'm drunk n bored as fuck
Switchblade on my hip I pray you don't try your luck
I'm so fucking mad I'm not controlling where I cut
Yeah
Falling and spiraling
Distance keeps widening
I am a wreck and the bodies are piling
Smoke for anxiety
I'm barely coping
There's trauma inside of me
It's like I'm choking
On thoughts made of acid
There's poison eroding
My windpipe with holes
Sounds like whistles are blowing
Out secrets that I wish that you never told me
To make this a game where you're in control

I did it on my own
I cut them strings off
I did it on my own
I cut em clean off

Only dead people know what's when you die
Every time you lie I can see it your eyes
When shit hits the fan you be coming with the flies
You won't see it coming when I sever all your ties
Heads or tails baby you know if I die I die
I can see the truth in all shit that you deny
You in a cocoon tryna stop a butterfly
Everything you are I'm multiplied by ten times