Despair ends in the ashes (dawn) (feat. Berzan Önen)

Here I'm so cold in the darkness of the night
I shiver with fear because the death will be mine
She'll toll the bell knell - well, I'll understand
As a word to the wise, I need to turn a blind eye
Midnight rings and my neck be stiffened
I feel my blood, in my veins becomes iced
I see this night makes me so closed to die
And I beg the death not to take me in her arms

And after the dawn, you are dead
There's still only silence in my head
But all is dark, all is dust
The steam was fear in all of us

But I'm so cold since I can't feel you there
You created this void that reminds me that you were
And I cry to join you in the middle of the night
With nothing to lose, I'm so deprived of life
3:00 am, I don't feel anything but cold
I do not know when my eyes will be closed
Death buried your life and she wants mine tonight
And I think that this silence is full of shouts as "die!"

And after the dawn, you are dead
There's still only silence in my head
But all is dark, all is dust
The steam was fear in all of us

I'm so afraid of these shades standing there
I didn't sleep yet and it is 6 am
The morning comes but I shall not wake up
I went out of this box that's your world to see the sun

Oh yeah I swear that I've tried to find you
I sought again and came across what I'm doomed
Hold out a hand to this guide called "the Death"
For sure, I'm not able to turn this page
After the end, there are still two different doors
How could I know which one hides your shadow?
I'd like to run away and feel free soon
But I dread I cannot be a child like you

And after the dawn, you are dead
There's still only silence in my head
But all is dark, all is dust
The steam was fear in all of us