Karma's Calling

I was lost
Hearing them voices
Shackled up
Freedom wasn't one of my choices
Trippin', smoking poison
Paranoia, now I'm paranoid
Came crashing down like an asteroid
No lie, I'm a bit destroyed
Depression hit, put the pipe in my mouth
No sleep for days
Then everything went south
Couldn't beat my demons
I surrender
Now I can't remember
Momma, I'm sorry
Should've known better
Karma caught up
Gotta get my shit together
Gonna make it through whatever
She saying I'm a disappointment
Forget her
Wanna get with an opp
Homie, let her
She playing both sides for her pleasure
She just wanna try new things
Go on an adventure
Undress her
Play her like a game of checkers
That ain't me

Karma's calling
Yeah, she's calling my name
Played myself
I lost the game
Thug it out
No walk of shame

Get a grip
Like a dog with a bone
Karma's calling so I pick up the phone
Looking after me like a chaperone
Waiting to catch me slippin
Hate or love me
I ain't trippin
No tears drippin
Middle finger flippin
Karma's a bitch & I let her know that
Ignoring her calls, trying to lose contact
Get to stepping before you hit the doormat
West coast G's
Living the format
True love is just a myth
Kill you in my sleep and plead the fifth
Bad boy for life, Will Smith
Too young with too many problems
Sorted into columns
Life fucked all of us with no condoms
Ya heard
The truth hit me and stirred
Rollie the first
Not the second or the third
Walk in the scene
My vision is blurred

Karma's calling
Yeah, she's calling my name
Played myself
I lost the game
Thug it out
No walk of shame

Life is like a Rubik's cube
Sometimes the squares line up
Sometimes they don't
Either I'll make it out the struggle
Or I won't
Everything I spit is real life
Not chasing any clout
Let the flames from burning candles go out
I'm the new talent looking for a scout
On a hot pursuit
Late night grinding like a prostitute
I just play the cards that I was given
Dodging cases and dodging prison
Feel all the love that's been hidden
Ain't gonna beg
Not asking for permission
Stand out cause I don't fit in
I wanna live a normal life without street cred or recognition
Everyone disappeared like magicians
Live fast, die young
No competition
Love scars on my skin
Like my back full of ammunition
Grab life in a headlock and put it into submission
Karma's a bitch
Blow her up like a demolition

Karma's calling
Yeah, she's calling my name
Played myself
I lost the game
Thug it out
No walk of shame