Without My Pain

Without My Pain
Without My Pain
Without My Pain
Without My Pain
Without My Pain
It wouldn't be the same
This is who we are
How we got this far
I don't the know the face without the scars
Without My Pain
Its never all the same
I ain't goin out without my pain
Without My Pain
It wouldn't be the same
This is who we are
How we got this far
I don't the know the face without the scars
Without My Pain
Its never all the same
I ain't goin out without my pain

Without my pain where would I be today
Would I be Joe Joey or fuckin J
Or Strict Nine your ever loving schitzo
Screaming about the children at play
Or would I still be their monkey head
Depressed fat ass sleeping in my bed
Never knew Evil Mike or
Heard what the Stillborn said
Without my pain I think Id be better off dead
So many times Ive wanted out
Ive put the metal in my mouth
Destroy myself and just let go
Forget the pain that Ive come to know
Life is nightmare
Death is a dream
Mine is a lifestyle full of screams
Without my pain life would be so easy but
Without my pain who the fuck would I be
Without my pain Ill be a little stronger
I wouldn't smoke so damn much
And live a little longer
But who wants to live forever
Not me
Just need a beer and a head to sever
Without my pain
And all the things that didn't go quite right
Maybe I wouldn't wake up in a fright
Every fuckin night
Trying to fight and
Erase these visions from my sight
Without the pain
I would hate the rain
No need to complain
With it all the same
No ball and chain
No lessons learned
No more bad days and no more burns
It would be so great, no need to concern
No more damn feelings to discern
Without the pain
I know Id survive
But without the pain would I even be alive
Without my pain
Would I still get the shakes
Violent back aches
Every time my mind returns to past heart breaks
Why do sugary sweet bitches seem to only love flakes
Fuck
Without that pain I might be stuck
Fat bitch wife four kids
Livin' in a house pulled by a truck
Check to check
Buck to buck
Maybe my pain was a struck of luck
Without my pain
No more blues
No paying dues
No more punks trying to steal my shoes
No win no lose
No love
No chasing it all away with booze
Love the pain
It grinds my teeth
Give me the reason not to ever sleep
Inspires me to a higher belief
It keeps me wandering in the streets,
Without my pain I would be free,
But I would never know who I could be

Without My Pain
It wouldn't be the same
This is who we are
How we got this far
I don't the know the face without the scars
Without My Pain
Its never all the same
I ain't goin out without my pain
Without My Pain It wouldn't be the same
This is who we are
How we got this far
I don't the know the face without the scars
Without My Pain
Its never all the same
I ain't goin out without my pain

Aint goin' out aint goin' out
Aint goin' out aint goin' out
Aint goin' out aint goin' out
Without my pain would I be addicted to death
The stink of Meth and Raid on my breath
Fond memories of me & Abaddon
Huffin' nine from a bag
Need me a hefty
I said fuck Glad
Turn my lungs into a roach motel until we gag
Puff puff pass t'ill I hit a snag
Forgot were Stilborn and this aint shit
What a drag
I hate the pain
I hate
I hate the pain
Which effects my brain
Without it tho I know
I would go insane
But Im not too good to go without
Try as I might
Ill never shut it down
Livin' my pain but I know now
Its cuz of this pain I made it out
If I could go back and start it like new
Id keep this pain the I went through
I would keep my fights against the root
So I can be Evil Mike like I should
Without my pain maybe Id a made the grade
Sat an obeyed instead
Of sweatin' out locker raids
All my pain if I had the choice
Would I make the trade
For someone Im not
Somethin' I aint got
Somebody who thinks it can all be bought
Who does it all and aint been caught
Like the rich kids ya saw in the hall
If I was like them Id rather be shot
I don't believe all that Ive been told
I feel so old
But Im still not cold
I know that I can overcome but
In the past I saw who won
The beast inside comes from the hurt
Of a head full of doubt and a face full of dirt
Stains on my shirt and a bit of regret
Wishing my hands were around a neck;
This is my pain
Always getting the bone
Like when I was thrown
Out of my home
For smokin' stoges even though
Sister and brother always gettin' stoned
But what if my feet had never met the street
Scratchin' for a place to sleep
Never having' shit to eat
Would I be here goin off on this beat
I prolly be dead or dying
Or tryin to OD,
So before you Start crying poor little me
Think about your pain,
And where the fuck would you be?
Where the fuck would you be?

Without My Pain
It wouldn't be the same
This is who we are
How we got this far
I don't the know the face without the scars
Without My Pain
Its never all the same
I ain't goin out without my pain
Without My Pain
It wouldn't be the same
This is who we are
How we got this far
I don't the know the face without the scars
Without My Pain
Its never all the same
I ain't goin out without my pain
Without My Pain
It wouldn't be the same
This is who we are
How we got this far
I don't the know the face without the scars
Without My Pain
Its never all the same
I ain't goin out without my pain
Aint goin' out aint goin' out
Aint goin' out aint goin' out
Aint goin' out aint goin' out
Aint goin' out aint goin' out
Without my pain