EPHEMERIS-180519

Perplexed
My behaviour's got me vexed
I can't even see what's next
Who's been driving I can't see
I been stuck in this seat
Too afraid to deceive
So I don't even try
I just hide
Nobody really knows me I don't let 'em
I'm a phoney not your brethren
Been ignoring all the facetime calls it's nothing personal
Just hard to talk when you feel far apart and lost and nauseous
Cause I'm
Too in my head and I'm fuzzy
New day but still feeling musty
You say it's fine but nah fuck me
You giving chances I'm lucky
It's contradictions by the sentence
I'm just acting like a reverend
But I'm worse than my companions
I ain't sacred just pretending
I can't focus I got shitty habits
Instead of working I'm probably jackin'
Off the walls I'm on my toes and gaspin'
Awfully hopeless but still hope I blast and
Feel like a punchline coming soon and fast and
The audience starts laughing
But it's never-ending
My highs feel like crashes

Oh where am I?
I don't know
Who am I?
I don't know
Oh where am I?
I don't know
Who am I?
I don't know
Oh where am I?
I don't know
Who am I?
I don't know
Oh where am I?
I don't know



Credits
Writer(s): Giovanni Boulay
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