Pressure

My eyes wide open, staring
My feet stuck to the ground
I just can't stop complaining
Is the life I live bound to the destiny of failure
Because that's all you've let me see
I do not want to live in Fear
Looking forward in life
When you look at me, I might appear
To be totally fine
But you don't know how I feel inside

Cause I'm
Biting through the pain
There's not much left in me to drain

Looking down a hallway
A space with endless doors
Which one's the one to open
I guess that I will be forced to rely on my luck
Who knows where I will end up
This might be what I've been waiting for
I'll be living a dream
But what if I end up with a force
That would ruin everything
There is only one way to find it out

Biting through the pain
There's not much left in me to drain

I don't want to lie to you
I'm sweating, I'm drowning in fear
Nobody knows what to do
Breathing hard, I can't see clear
One step further and there is no going back
I feel like I'm being under constant attack
What do I do
Where do I go
The pressure is killing me, making me go
Into the rain, driving me insane
Nobody is supposed to know my name
I wish I could just disappear
So you don't have to see me break down in tears
I can feel it, my end is near

Cause I'm biting through the pain
There's not much left in me to drain
Biting through the pain

Biting through the pain
There's not much left in me to drain
Biting through the pain
There's not much left in me to drain