Demon Cry

I told my dad that I'm sorry
And He don't know why
I turned demon, now my heart cold
Prolly gone die
Told my mama that I failed her
I know she gone cry
Drugs was in my system
I was hoping that I would die
This that real shit
That they don't speak about
Now I don't give a fuck
I'm gone say it loud
The devil tried to get me
He almost took me out
I been fighting everyday
Hopin im goin make out

Im like uh
Tell my mom and dad
Just don't look me in the eyes
I'm not the same
I could never do u dirty
But the dirt that I have done
Would bring u pain
I hope God been watchin over me
Cuz lately I been feelin
Like cobain
But I would never leave y'all lonely
That's my promise
And I'll take it to the grave

And Mama for you frown
I would make a sucka drown
That's on god
For my family I would kill
So Im gunning for a mil, with the rod
And If they try to take my life
I hope it's cuz I did shit right
With no facade
So I ain't ever switching sides
Never bend never fold
On my guys

That's word to God
I'm tryna feel again
Turned demon
Heart cold
Feelin different

Been losing friends one by one
And I'm ok with it
No need for love in my career
They runaway w it
I'm sorry that I'm different
I know I changed with it
My life has pushed me so damn far
I made a way with it
Don't hit me on no dumb shit
Talkin' bout how you miss me
I gave everyone my love
Still feel like they dismissed me
I could never hold a grudge
Butdon't need nun y'all with me
Cuz extra baggage
Just gone weigh me down
I'm makin moves swiftly

My friends tell me they worried
Well I would be too
Dark thoughts everyday
Im tryna see through
My family's why I'm here
They been my glue
The closest people leavin me
Don't know what I'm gone do
Guess I'll take my demons with me
They more then two
They gone always keep me company
I'm Wishin it was you
But wishing ain't gone do nun
I push on for my crew
Keep the money on my mind
And you'll see what I do

But I'm gone scrap til the end
With anybody tryna stop me
You don't know the feelin
Of you sinking while life's rocky
I'm confident not cocky
I spit my words so softly
So much pain behind my lines
You would think that I need oxy

Tell my mom and dad
Just don't look me in the eyes
I'm not the same
I could never do u dirty
But the dirt that I have done
Would bring u pain
I hope God been watchin over me
Cuz lately I been feelin
Like cobain
But I would never leave y'all lonely
That's my promise
And I'll take it to the grave

And Mama for you frown
I would make a sucka drown
That's on God
For my family I would kill
So Im gunnin for a mil
With the rod
And If they try to take my life
I hope it's cuz I did shit right
With no facade
So i ain't ever switching sides
Never bend never fold
On my guys



Credits
Writer(s): Noah Chand
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