Blow Smoke

We've been looking from the wrong side
We've been stepping on glass
We've been starving for a feeling
Trying to make the pain fast

We don't wanna be alone, but we never wanna say it
Never wanna grab a phone, never be the instigator
We just hope for coincidental incidence of instant interconnection
And instead of dressing up, going out, and meeting people
We're just sat here on the couch, in our jammies feeling regal
Well I think that I've been lost for the past 20 years
And I think that I've been gone for the last 20 beers

We just wanna feel high
We just wanna seem low
We just wanna do drugs
We just wanna blow smoke
We just wanna blow smoke

I don't wanna be the same person that I was before
But I'm stuck inside a loop, now I'm sinking through the floor
And it haunts me everyday, the same way I used to say
"I love you"
I just wanna fly high, but the ceiling comes too close
I just wanna stay dry, I just want to say I'm coming home
To rest my soul, not be alone, not be afraid, not be in control

We just wanna feel high
We just wanna seem low
We just wanna do drugs
We just wanna blow smoke
We just wanna blow smoke

We've been walking on the wrong side
We've been stepping on glass
We've been looking for more reasons
To make the pain last

We've been hunting for a high, we've been sipping on a low
It's probably smarter if I lie, probably better if I don't
'Cause its comforting, in the suffering
Too lost to pin down, what the problem is

(Si melborp eht tahw nwod)
My indecision is pinning my head to the feeling
I'm better off having a reason to feel
That all of it's real
I'm making a deal with the devil
Descending the levels of hell
A well of anger inside of my head
Whatever it takes to feel more than dead
A fuckin' endeavour to get out of bed

It's insane, I can't stay in my lane
And if you wanna bet on a brother to better another
I think I'll be staying the same
I've gotten the wires all crossed in my brain
And both of us know it ain't going away
I'm treating my vices like friends
I'm faking amends
The static is shouting my name

We just wanna feel high
We just wanna seem low
We just wanna do drugs
We just wanna blow smoke
We just wanna blow smoke

We've been looking from the wrong side
We've been stepping on glass
We've been starving for a feeling
Trying to make the pain fast

We just wanna feel high
We just wanna seem low
We just wanna do drugs
We just wanna blow smoke
We just wanna blow smoke



Credits
Writer(s): Benjamin Dinh
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