To Kill A Mockingbird

Lessons I never learn
Tired of guessing first
You took advantage of me
Then watched me crash and burn
Now I can't trust the same
Now I forever hurt
My feelings getting worse
You killed a mockingbird

So am I a trophy or something
What did you achieve from exploiting my love
I been pacing around in my room for like hours
I'm powerless deep in my feelings got trauma
Told myself not to cry with those tears in my eyes no more innocence
You think I'm killing the vibes well your killing my mind
Like why did you lie all those times
You wasted my time and

This here been sticking around I can't seem to shake this bit
And that's just to ironic cuz that's what you never did
It's just too hard to admit that without you I was scared
You told me that you cared then you just wasn't there

This got me way too upset while you just move on to the next one
I got like 800 questions barely a couple of answers
Convinced myself the solution was just go chasing a check
But your always chasing the next mission completed I guess

Lessons I never learn
Tired of guessing first
You took advantage of me
Then watched me crash and burn
Now I can't trust the same
Now I forever hurt
My feelings getting worse
You killed a mockingbird

So am I a trophy or something
What did you achieve from exploiting my love
I been pacing around in my room for like hours
I'm powerless deep in my feelings got trauma
Told myself not to cry with those tears in my eyes no more innocence
You think I'm killing the vibes well your killing my mind
Like why did you lie all those times
You wasted my time and