Broken Heart

I got a broken heart
That I call a broken start
To the way I write this art
Feeling like I lost my smarts
Looking for it in the dark
Tryna step up on the mark
But the outlooks looking stark
So I keep on working hard
Knowing I can make the top
Nothing that can make me stop
Showing all the gifts I got
Until the day its ripped apart
Feeling like ive just been shot
Knowing that the end is not
In my view but I need you to
Understand and hold my hand
And walk with me across the land
And stand with me when all things bang
And hang with me no one can
A man can see just what to be
A chance for me to try succeed
But I all I need to do is plead
Fix my heart that often bleeds
And make this art thats all I need
To make it to my place of dreams
I dont need no fuckin magic beans
Make it on my own it seems
So when you see my name in beams
You know its just been me an dreams
Thats made it to the top of things
Know im staying in the scene
And thats what working hard will bring

I need someone to understand
My ups and downs
I need someone to understand
My ups and downs

I need you to understand
The ups and downs I go through
The scars on my heart feel the pain
An start to show through
An even though I try to hide it,
I know that it won't do
So I pour it out and let you hear
The pain the world can throw you
Its like a curveball,
Coming in its hurtful
Never see which way its coming
So it makes it hurt more
Prepare for the worst, and hope that it hurts
Less than you ever thought so,
Hope that it works an never give up
An even if it kills you
So thats what I thought Id do
At the age of twenty two
When I was told "here, listen dude"
You got a tumour in your spine
So what did you think I do?
I took a good look at my life
An I made my girl my wife
And then realigned my strife
And theres been a couple times
That I thought about the knife
And I know it don't seem right
But I got this shit in mind
Its the reason that I write
To just keep this shit outside
And I... And I...