Godspeed

I was thinking goodbye
I was thinking goodbye
I was thinking goodbye
I was thinking goodbye

I was thinking goodbye
I was thinking goodbye
I was thinking goodbye
I was thinking goodbye

Is it goodbye to me?
Is it goodbye to you?
Am I something to keep?
Are you something to lose?
These are questions I ask myself
Anything to distract myself
Never ask for help
But know I need it
Yeah the flower lift me up
But I could never hold the feeling
I keep aiming for the stars
But I could never poke the ceiling
Happiness will come around
But I could never hope to keep it
What a dummy
I keep on dreaming
It's goodbye to all the times I felt defeated
It's goodbye to all the times I couldn't feel it
It's goodbye to all the times I thought I needed
Give a 100 for a 50 back
Can you believe it
It's goodbye to all the times I had my head in my ass
Feeling dead bout the past prayed the day would come to past
It's goodbye to all the times I faked a smile got this love inside my heart
I haven't felt it for a while

I was thinking goodbye
I was thinking goodbye
I was thinking goodbye
I was thinking goodbye

I was thinking goodbye
I was thinking goodbye
I was thinking goodbye
I was thinking goodbye
It's goodbye to the lies
And hello to the truth
Couldn't do it anymore
It's below my youth
Am I doing better now?
I don't know I need proof
That's why I'm here now
Leaving my heart in the booth
It's hello to being my own idol
And goodbye to a dark time when I was suicidal
It's goodbye the timid little boy
And goodbye to using outside joy as a decoy
It's goodbye to the gullible kid
To the troublesome kid
To the lovable kid
To the "happy go lucky" and the exposable kid
To the hateful and disposable kid
You don't know how it is
You don't know what I survived
Or what's under my lid
Didn't kill myself but sometimes I think "what if I did?"
Now I'm working on myself for my health
Seeking wealth using stealth
Cause nobody gonna stop me from this

I was thinking goodbye
I was thinking goodbye
I was thinking goodbye
I was thinking goodbye

I was thinking goodbye
I was thinking goodbye
I was thinking goodbye
I was thinking goodbye



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Writer(s): Christian Montgomery
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