Book of Shadows

Deus tae hominae, opes tae deus deum
Deus tae hominae, opes tae deus deum
Deus tae hominae, opes tae deus deum
Deus tae hominae, opes tae deus deum
Darkness surrounds me
Darkness inside me
Again

The book of shadows, holds everything about my life
Every pain I feel is held within
The book of shadows, is there for everyone to see
Holding all the secrets I didnt want revealed

Every page you turn
I feel every single pain
Every sentance read
All the feelings come flooding back again

The book of shadows, I didnt want to see its cover
All covered in shame, dripping words from the pages like blood
From in the shadows, the people look upon my face
Though i've never seen the look of love

Every page you turn, every word you read is like a knife
Every sentance burns, as you pick at the bones of my life
Can't defend myself, I can't pretend it wasnt me
If I knew then, the kind of person I was suposed to be
Oh, then you wouldnt see, no

Oh book of shadows, is there a way to hide it all
Every page I tear comes back again
My vision narrows, until! I simply disapear
Under the weight of all the things I am
How can I return, some words of kindness to the page

What could I have done
That makes you measure me with such guage
Given time again, and all the changes there could be
I dont see when, I become the person you're suposed to see
Oh, I dont think I could be, no

You cant escape the book of shadows
Its your life
It doesnt map your future
It just lists your past
And when you're gone forever
You'll be here
Inside