Bad Habit

I've got a
A bad habit
Try to keep it together but I
Yeah I've had it
They dropping like a, a bad habit
Try to keep it together but I
Yeah I've had it

I tend to live and love in excess
Still wish all the best to my exes
I eat too much with my depression
Workout too much so I stay flexing
I don't celebrate my successes
Smoke every day and it's expensive
My expectations are excessive yeah

I'm just tryna tell you so you understand
How many times a day they ask why you ain't got a man
Well

I've got a
A bad habit
Of pushing others away when they don't fit the bracket
I've got a, a bad habit
Are you really gonna stay on the days it gets ratchet

Ya' girl goes to therapy
Looking back at how far I've come
It's really scary to think
Of all the people I let get to me
I care too much I get in too deep
I've got a
A bad habit
Of pushing others away when they don't fit the bracket
I've got a, a bad habit
Are you really gonna stay on the days it gets ratchet

These guys out here wanna disturb my peace
It's like they want to test the opportunity
Then they saying I get too much attention
Man that's insecurity, it's projecting
Ghosting me and it's mad offensive
Can't control it and it's overwhelming
Give them loyalty and they flee
Yeah it sounds similar to me

I've got a
A bad habit
Yeah I, yeah I've had it