Worst Days

Everything is gettin' blurry
People around telling me they gettin worried
My room's a mess, haven't slept, I'm in no hurry
To figure things out and head out of my pity party
And I can't keep quitting every good job I get
I can't keep wondering where all my hours went
I spent months coddled up in a pajama set
Wondering if I'll get to feel okay again

And most days I don't even wanna look both ways
I don't even know when it's Thursday Tuesday or Sunday
I feel like time is just moving and I'm in the way

I forgot all of my best friends' birthdays
And now no wonder why they won't text back
Cause if I ever went to see them in the first place
Maybe I wouldn't have to feel this bad

I forgot all of my best friends' birthdays
And now no wonder why they won't text back
Cause if I ever went to see them in the first place
Maybe I wouldn't be alone through all my worst days

Everything is gettin blurry
People around told me "no need to hurry"
"You're still young, have fun, don't be so worried"
And now I'm a full grown adult that feels complacent
I lost my motivation
Never found a replacement
Therapy sessions
And medicine help but won't cure my depression

And most days I don't even wanna look both ways
I don't even know when it's Thursday Tuesday or Sunday
I feel like time is just moving and I'm in the way

I forgot all of my best friends' birthdays
And now no wonder why they won't text back
Cause if I ever went to see them in the first place
Maybe I wouldn't have to feel this bad

I forgot all of my best friends' birthdays
And now no wonder why they won't text back
Cause if I ever went to see them in the first place
Maybe I wouldn't be alone through all my worst days