Lonely

I been thru the pain
I still feel the same
I know it's a cold world
I just want it over

When everyone changed I still was The same
It's hard to get over you just deal With the pain

And They Showed me
The reason why i need to be lonely

And I only gotta take these drugs to Control me

We all got issues but it's bout how you Gun face Em
Fighting demon put yo kicks on Tighten Em and lace Em
Can somebody put me First I'm tired Of being a replacement
It's okay to run from problems if Your dreams is Watchu chasing

Depression get the best of me
No love so please don't question me
So I'll just leave the rest to me
Can't make you love no recipe

So use to being alone but all my demons stayed right next to me
Wish Ian had a phone because the devil messaging

They Only Witchu Wen you Up But It's Too Late For That
They seen You shining with no Diamonds and they hated that
And everybody did me wrong bxtch you Gun pay for that
They all tell me they support me they just saying that

Said that they love me all along but They ain't stating facts
If it was real then I'll be wrong ion Mind saying that
Break my heart and now they gone
And they ain't pay for that
I tried to heal get over pain but it just take me back

I been thru the pain
I still feel the same
I know it's a cold world
I just want it over

When everyone changed I still was the same
It's hard to get over you just deal with the pain

And They Showed me
The reason why i need to be lonely

And I only gotta take these drugs to control me

They say im fighting all these demons
Lord just come and save me
And i can't stress this shit enough
But your love can be so changing

You wanna take the love i had inside of me
And bury it with my soul it's cold i can't breathe

Open up my eyes
Too realize
You aint a friend to me
I tried to show the good
They see the hate like im the enemy like fish to bate
I need a taste
Like bitch i gotta eat

My heart is bleeding body leaning
It's your love got me feeling weak

You Tryna show the real
They call you fake
I can't come back from that
Your heart been broke some many time
Just let me work
I need a patch
Blowing all these o's
I need a joe
Like brodie pass a match
Tryna fix your love
Imma onna road
But ain't no fix-a-flat

I made a deal to take a soul my hearts forever wrecked
I'm beating on your door to show You love but you ain't hearing that
Open up your heart and let me in let's have a recap
Want me to follow your rules but i ain't fuckn' with that

I been thru the pain
I still feel the same
I know it's a cold world
I just want it over

When everyone changed I still was the same
It's hard to get over, you just deal with the pain

And They Showed me
The reason why i need to be lonely

And I only gotta take these drugs to control me