Illusions

Yeah I don't feel the same (I don't feel the same)
Is it me or someone else (is it me or someone else)
I see Shadow's everywhere (shadow's everywhere)
And I can't feel the pain (and I can't feel the pain)
Tryna fill this empty space (tryna fill this empty space)
I don't wanna win the race (i don't wanna win the race)
I'm tired of the rain (I'm tired of the rain)
Now I can't feel my face now (I can't feel my face)

I don't know what I'm trying to do
Got so drunk now I lost my shoe
Loosing my mind but I'm not a fool
Too many things I've been going through
Nobody knows me and nobody cares
Nothing to loose I might disappear
But how come I'm laying on my bed
Bad dream illusion in my head
Okay let it go let it flow like a river
I don't take I'm more of a giver
Know she hurt me bad but I forgive her
I don't pray even though I'm a believer
No uhhh uhhh no uhhh uhhh

I woke up and it's afternoon
Told my friends I'll see you soon
Where's the sun I can see the moon
Slept in november it's already june
Call my mumma i said where u at?
She says she having drama with my dad
Walking home but moving slow
Don't even know what I'm tripping for
But at end nothing really matter
Who that coming with a cloak and a dagger
Watch yourself easy now I'm scrapper
Everyday you know I'm gettin better

Yeah I don't feel the same (I don't feel the same)
Is it me or someone else (is it me or someone else)
I see Shadow's everywhere (shadow's everywhere)
And I can't feel the pain (and I can't feel the pain)
Tryna fill this empty space (tryna fill this empty space)
I don't wanna win the race (i don't wanna win the race)
I'm tired of the rain (I'm tired of the rain)
Now I can't feel my face now (I can't feel my face)

Sometimes I feel I'm dead
Laying on the bed
Know I am not the same
Illusion in my head illusion in my head