HUMAN

Walk into the courtroom feeling like
I have returned from the warzone

Had a rough day so Imma keep my face low
Having no say, cuz all of em said so SHUT UP

Better get lost thoughts, Imma sit and take notes
Better get a new lens, nah Imma break those

Better let my friends in, nah the doors closed
Find a back door, psych that's a joke

Tripping to thinking like I'm walking to the end of it
Lying like I'm independent of it

Though I shouldn't wander, I wonder if I wanna be uncovered
By the shame and covet the confidential

On that condition, I question the intention
My reason for living, is met with indifference

I'm feeling the pain and I'm feeling no different
If I carry the shame, I don't show He's risen so smile

Kept with the offset, I'm about to upset the offense
Who we got next

Step into the office
Gonna get to talking, while my hearts beating like a drumset
Outta my chest

Lock it in a box, gonna get to tossin
I ain't about to let my heart out for others to profit

Call me a prophet, Heads gonna pop and
Flying in the air and never good at poppin

Flying off the rails and never gonna stop it
Can we please drop it

This is for your benefit
Gotta be held accountable to everything you ever said and did

Let it settle in for the betterment of your adrenaline
Lemme in, Lemme in, Lemme in

Playing pretend and He's playing the therapist
Gonna end this now to save embarrassment

Hiding the care and telling me to carry it
Tearing me to shreds and calling me terrible, I'm hiding

Don't wanna be involved, don't wanna see the charge
Don't wanna hear the call, of everything I'm not

The higher that I stand the longer that I fall
I play perfection like a barbie doll

So close to love, yet I feel so far
I'm looking for applause and looking for awe

I'm look for applause and looking for awe
Tell me, is this really what I want

I walk as a complicated man
Distraught as something I'll never comprehend

So lost I'll never understand
My thoughts are bringing me to the bitter end
To the bitter end

I walk as a complicated man
Distraught as something I'll never comprehend

So lost I'll never understand
My thoughts are bringing me to the bitter end
To the bitter end

Sentenced as you guess it
You played your part and now you listen

I'm back from the grave with a vengeance
I'm not hearing you say that you missed me

Oh, your feelings hurt you can't ditch me
Check what you learned and you will see

No need to be so discreet
I'm apart of you and you apart of me

You may have dug up your graves
Released all your slaves

Does not mean you need to be confident
Don't even think for a second that you are unstoppable

Hope is impossible, you are a prodigal son
Prodigal son, feeling he's done

This is your testament
Failing to see that your feelings are desperate

You are so out of your element
I be the only one that you can level with

Endangerment of the mental statement
I'm slow to embrace it cuz I'm talking in phases

And I'm facing the faces
Saying and playing and pushing the blame

And painting the same picture of pain on the window pane
That I'm wanting to break

Can never be safe
Asserting to dominate
Certain to say that I'm the one who states
It's not for debate

I'm a stay in my own lane
Don't care if I wind up a sucky no name

Ran outta fire so its time to get the propane
It's no game, though shame

Pulls up telling me I'm so fake
And I just might break
Cuz I'm gonna be human for the rest of my days

I'm gonna be human for the rest of my days
I'm Human