DANCE ON MY GRAVE

I can't tell if I'm depressed or if I'm just stressed
I would elaborate but I'd rather keep it to myself
And you can put on this illusion that you care
But I can see it in your face
You just can't wait until I'm dead

So you can dance on my grave
I showed you love and you faked it
Go ahead and celebrate it
Dance on my grave
Throw a party in graveyard
Throw a party for the fakers
Said you didn't want to hurt me
Well your plan isn't working
Did you do it on purpose
Do it on purpose
Did you do it on purpose
Well if not then I deserved it

Ain't no point in being genuine everybody so fake
Cold world ain't no love everybody gone hate
Everybody wants to play nice but this shit ain't a game
Didn't want to be rude
Well get the fuck out my face
I ain't suicidal I just wanna die
I could fabric but I don't wanna lie
Will the lord take me will I fly high
Will I dance with the devil damn I wouldn't be surprised
I've been living in hell my whole life
No matter what I do I can't get it right
Damn at least I say that I tried
Keep a smile on my face but I've been dead inside
I've been rotting from the inside out
Every night I pray the reaper come and take me out
Every night I pray to God like can you save me now
I been running from my problems gotta face it now
You can run all you want but you can't hide
Can't deny how you feel on the inside
I'm just tired of sitting on the sidelines
I'm just waiting to play like is it my time