Betterment

I just want to cry
Like a child so alone
I wanna lose my mind
And this fear to let go
I want to break the husk
Of my teenage dreams
I want to find the heart
Of what all this means
I want to let out blood
The bits that have gone gangrene
I want to do the drugs
That they keep away from us
The unpeddeled amount of
Benign psychodelics
I just want to fry

I just want to know
I want to be awake
And I wanna see the pain
In every each other way it seems
Even if it is coming
In and out of me
Because there has to be a question
At least I know that I'm full of them

Because I'm looking all around at my people here
And I see everyone hurting themselves and each other
Cannibalism in place of nurturism
Mindset on total self destruction
There has to be more than this
More than this nihilistic nightmare sequence
This jaded take on what living is
And this endless pain and bullshit reoccurring
I never feel safe being happy
Or is that it
Is that the point of all of this
Is there more
Can I find more
The answer terrifies me
It fucking terrifies me to the core
I just want to fry



Credits
Writer(s): Carlos Fernandez
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