Avidity

I'm sick of pleasing people who don't ever do shit for me
A crowd of filthy liars and they starting a symphony
Fall into a pit of a beautifully built disaster
Oblivious to the notion that this world is raging fire
Now now
Now now
Wanna take the night off, relax
I deserve this shit
I should pour another glass
But half of me backing us up in a corner
Cause half of me dont wanna rest till it's over
You know I won't rest till the end
And when it's the end I'm gonna do it again
Cause half of me wanna sit back on the burner
But half of me dont wanna rest till it's over
It's over

I wish you could love me like you love you
I wish you could hold me like you hold you
Down
I wish you could give me what I gave you
Sayin that you love me like you hate that sound
I am not your everything
I don't even wanna be
I just want a piece of you want more than just apologies
I wish you could love me like you love you
I wish you could love me like you love you

I want to hear it from your side
You're closed off like your hands tied
Let's just talk, clear the air right
We look dead and I see a bright light
I'm myself you shut me down
Can't even laugh I talk too loud
He looks like pain when I'm around
I just want one of us happy now

I wish you could love me like you love you
I wish you could hold me like you hold you
Down
I wish you could give me what I gave you
Sayin that you love me like you hate that sound
I am not your everything
I don't even wanna be
I just want a piece of you want more than just apologies
I wish you could love me like you love you
I wish you could love me like you love you

This shits pretty simple
Got that humbleness it trickles
Dripped in cheap clothes and a Nickle
Hitting beats just like a cymbal
16 bars get that good signal
Living proof no artificial
Like a masquerade, we trade each others faces noncommittal like
I don't have money to rap about though
Tried to have confidence that was a joke
Look at the person in front of me
She looking back and I swear that she done with me
I don't want drama
I don't wanna fight
I don't catch feelings
Stay catching the flights
How you talk business
But still don't get with this I bet all my life on a dream so I gotta go get it
I'm working as hard as I can
With a broken b still in the band
Yeah I wanna give momma the bands
Yeah I wanna give momma a Benz
Situation is sticky but aint been no biggie
You gotta invest in me that shit is critically
Blowing a grand on my vision this easily
They don't believe I can do it
They dead to me
I go to the party
Then leave in a licky
I call a red flag when he calling me pretty
You know that he craving this kitty
He only been pleasing himself and the dicky
I'm sporting a black fit
White shoes
White-eye
Won't tell him my kind
Only tell him white lies
This 5 cent
Right here my vent to the people who appear when I cut ties
Yeah
Fuck what they say
Spent my whole life
Wanting a day
I'm a be great
Say this on stage
Look at the fans
And send them my way
Send them my way

It was a good run
Now I don't want to do this again
Keep us locked in a cage
Until I get brave again
Cheap dates and replays of boring people
This time is different
They end up equal
It's not fair
It's not fair
It's not fair
It's not fair
They said I think that you're beautiful
You're giving me a rush now
A few years later and they are sick of who you are now

I want one night where I don't have to close my eyes and hope for a better day
One night
I want one time where I won't have to hold on tight
And pray they won't leave again
One time
I want it I want it I want it I want it
I want it I want it I want it I want it
Yeah
One time
One time
One time
One night
One night
One night