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Late night stuck in my thoughts
Depression clouding me
Anything that happen my fault
That's why I'm mad at me
I can't change my past
But I can try to change reality
Figure out what's in me
And ima get that shit up outta me
I can't waste no time to wait for people say they proud of me
If you ain't with me now then you can't ride with me
And if you run yo mouth then you can't slide with me
Cause really you just a cop to me
Niggas just be opps to me
I'm selfish cause I ought to be
And they don't know my story
My sacrifices, and what it's costing me
They don't know them losses
Or that struggle that really blossom me
And they don't know that evil that been plaguing my mind
All these issues gone go one at a time
They gone go one at a time
One by one
I'm checking the list
I ain't rushing I'm just tired of this shit
Feel like I'm out of this shit
My time is coming and I ain't denying the shit
It slow me down my people dying and shit
And I ain't confiding in shit
I hop on these beats cause they serving they purpose
And I'm just finding myself cause I been feeling worthless
And I just stand my ground while overcoming the curses
Me and God going back and forth like we in a versus
Cause I just wanna be healed dawg
I ain't trynna be perfect
I just wanna say I'm happy before you closing my curtain
I just wanna make sum happen before my time end for certain
But you don't like to answer questions
So I gotta keep searching



Credits
Writer(s): James Huff
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