SAPPHIRE

You want love in the summertime
Come through if you want a high
Come through got a little time
Too many drinks in bad timin'
Never get the love that we deserve
Lost trust now it's a burden
You ain't really weak if it really hurts
You ain't need to speak if you really hurtin'

Too many things on my mind
Too many problems, so much hurtin'
Too many loud fights, not enough silence
You never took the time to check on me
On me

Now I'm fallin' like autumn
Put some fence and I open like a locket
There's a photo of us in my wallet
Honest, I-I wish I never saw it
Now I'm back-back in November
Burned photos into embers
I'm not trippin', it doesn't hurt
Don't need to speak 'cuz I ain't hurtin'
But I'm too used to you callin'
I see my bed where you'd sprawl in
Don't think my problems were solvin'
We tied in the fall time
Said goodbye through a FaceTime
Full moonlight, I cried
Shock of midnight divided
Sleeping pills to keep me sane
'Cuz you still keep me wide awake
Now it feels I'm about to break
Diamond sky, wish I had stayed

Too many things on my mind
Like when we used to be fine
Love me again with those eyes
But you never loved me for me

I loved you like you wanted me to
Like you wanted me to
Like you wanted me to
I loved you like you needed me to
Like you needed me to
Like you needed me to, to