Demons

Yeah
I don't even know who I am anymore

We all got our Demons
But mine are the meanest
They won't let me get too close, to the ones I need the most
They angry and violent
They sure uninvited
So you better run away, for my demons come to play, hey

It's been a couple years strong, a couple years gone
Been struggling all night to the break of, Dawn
No sleep dot com that's my life's Babylon
Withdrawn from my ex but it's time I carry on, Yeah
Slip on my smile and I carry my depression
I walk the same mile giving off the wrong impression
Lessons in life the light's bright in my confession
Even if I might be right, I'm still guessing
Facial expressions might bury my composure
Might act like I'm good but I'm no good at closure
Frozen from fear for years it still shows
My peers try to tell me let it go I'm still closed though
Hat with the brim low flowing with emotions
Those tears been imposing still soaking up my clothing
Walk out the ocean, is this what I was made for
Ain't even looking forward to the calls I use to wait for

We all got our Demons
But mine are the meanest
They won't let me get too close, to the ones I need the most
They angry and violent
They sure uninvited
So you better run away, for my demons come to play, hey

Influence brewing inside I'm off my lane
Pain fluent through me I strain to break the chains
The same truest blood from my heart just left a stain
Pursuing a mirage left this ice in my veins, uh
I'm feeling drained no use fueling the flame
The same demons doing, pointing fingers to blame, yeah
Nothing to gain at my viewing leave the casket closed
Assassins got me trapped in padded rooms with this jacket yo
They laugh though thinking I was just a funny man
Crafty through this maze in my mind, running man
Becoming something suddenly busting buttons
Buzzed with the love that use to have my heart thumping
I'm cutting up they turned the heat up in the kitchen
The first pitch, second pitch put me in position
Friction with these women and they use to have me smitten
Stitching up the wounds in my heart parted my vision

We all got our Demons
But mine are the meanest
They won't let me get too close, to the ones I need the most
They angry and violent
They sure uninvited
So you better run away, for my demons come to play, hey

Uninvited fighting demons feeling something like I'm dreaming
A nightmare breathing, they say I'm needing treatment
Have I changed since I'm picking up these pieces
Let me break down and pray right now, I'm needing Jesus
No freedom from these thoughts life teaches
My heart ceased for good, the reason left me speechless
No freedom from the lesson life teaches
My heart ceased for good this time, I'm speechless

We all got our Demons
But mine are the meanest
They won't let me get too close, to the ones I need the most
They angry and violent
They sure uninvited
So you better run away, for my demons come to play, hey



Credits
Writer(s): Daniel Lugaro
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