Disguise

I can't mess everybody, they be schemin'
I pray to my angels, fight my demons
Put my hand over my heart I pledge allegiance
Put on a face to hide the pain just like a ski mask
And I don't know what happen, but I'm into telling lies
I can't tell you why, I guess it caught me by surprise
Through all of the depths I endured lately in my life
It made to be somebody trapped in my disguise

And I ain't mean to lead you on
I said I'm sorry; I admit it
You said everything I did caused you to look up at me different
I know you just looking for love and for someone to be consistent
I know my life ain't always good, but I won't act like I'm from trenches
I'm from being left out want the clout, but I'm on benches
I hate seeing all the things that I don't like about myself
I hate being all the things that won't go right 'cuz I go left
I hate doing all the things that I thought I never do
Only care about myself, I don't wanna care about you
I thought I cared about myself, but I don't know what to do
Yeah, I guess things change, people change
I don't know who stay the same
Try to count my blessings but I guess they all ran away
Can't take it all, but I'm still the one who take the blame
For you, for you

I can't mess everybody, they be schemin'
I pray to my angels, fight my demons
Put my hand over my heart I pledge allegiance
Put on a face to hide the pain just like a ski mask
And I don't know what happen, but I'm into telling lies
I can't tell you why, I guess it caught me by surprise
Through all of the depths I endured lately in my life
It made to be somebody trapped in my disguise

She on the phone for 2 hours need to give it up
Always talking 'bout our future on this road, but that's ahead of us
Always talking 'bout a vision or a dream or a preference
Always talking never listen
Take my words, then you paraphris
I mean paraphrase
I mean, can you blame me that I feel this way
I mean, I just ain't felt right in like 20 days
You can tell it from my face; you see it everyday
I only put my mask on, 'cuz I don't know nothin' else
I showed you everyone, but I ain't show you myself
If I took the mask off you wouldn't notice myself
And I'm stepping in the future like I wrote it myself



Credits
Writer(s): Kye Michael
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