i specially think about you when i'm about to get my period

I have your yellow jacket in the back of my car
I still hope to hear your voice when the phone lights up
I drive by your parent's house
And I pretend
That your bed and your soul are hidden in there

And I'm certain we're better off now
And I know we still have to learn how to walk
But when my period is about to come
All I want is you to kiss my head
And I'm
About to get it and you're
On my mind again

What I miss
Is to be

In a northen country quiet tiny bar
Drinking sweet and fancy warm cider
In a bathtub toasting with light champain
In a frozen lake where you'd step your feet
Open up a beer watch some late tv
Feeling everything's alright
And we're special
I guess what I miss
Is celebrating life with you
Or Maybe I'm an alcoholic and I never knew

*flamenquito*

I remember Sundays at your grandma's place
All the silent nights we just drive away
I guess we cannot celebrate
The selfish love
I remember having for you
I guess I can miss celebrating life with you
On my own

In a northen country quiet tiny bar
Drinking sweet and fancy warm cider
In a bathtub toasting with light champain
In a frozen lake where you'd step your feet
Open up a beer watch some late tv
Feeling everything's alright
And we're special
Can't smell your head
But I feel you in my lungs
I know this can't depend on my whims
That's why instead of calling I wait
To celebrate that I
I'm about to call but I remember
I'm on my period again
So breathe
And I don't
And I leave you all alone
Cause above all I dont want
To give you my selfish love