Meaning

Took control of my life, wasn't living it right
We close to being family why you give me that price
Only thing I depended on was rolling dice and I'm so official I'm earning my strips
I just look at myself and I fly away
Don't need no help because I'm hard to tame
No orchestra but let me illustrate
My heart been cold and my mind with demons
Give me a reason just for leaving next season(Yeah)
Until next season I keep taking beatings
Looked up to God and asked him what is the meaning

Took a gamble with my life
It got me sitting strong and I'm moving with precise
It's a price to be a boss
You knowing what's the cost
I'm sitting here lonely and I'm thinking about my thoughts
And it hurts to separate but it's one thing I got to face
Even though it got me out my frame
Gotta take flights and maintain and I gotta stay down for the gang
And I gotta get this paper cop a chain and I know I'm not who you thought of me
And I know I put you through all types of things
I need you let's make up, all I ever needed was your trust
I've been so dull
I've been so cold
I've been so dull
I've been so dull

I've been poppin'
I've been sipping
I've been thinking
I've been tripping

I've been on toes
I've been on go
I've been off dope

Took control of my life, wasn't living it right
We close of being family why you give me that price
Only thing I depended on was rolling dice and I'm so official I'm earning my strips
I just look at myself and I fly away
Don't need help because I'm hard tame
No orchestra but let me illustrate
My heart been cold and my mind with demons
Give me a reason just for leaving next season and yeah
Until next season I'ma keep taking beatings
Looked up to God and asked him what is the meaning



Credits
Writer(s): Elisha Ortiz
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