FEELS LIKE FOREVER

Run through the hills and the window
Waking up just to feel nothing
Pinching myself just to see if I feel
But I end up with nothing and numbing
Now outta budget
Now on the summit
Now I just hope that my feelings are sudden
Sudden and rugged, just summon and shrug it
Just digging for gold and it's always a nugget
Just filling the bucket of life, oh
Where do I go just to lose all control
Places I go to lose all of my soul
Christmas and coal, hand in hand in the whole
And just maybe my feelings are still on parole
But I won't lie and I'll say on the low
Enjoy missing something I'm still on the stroll
These bottled up feelings about to explode

Hate you, can't blame you
Wouldn't want you to know
Take me and break me
Till I'm left with no one
This silence is not new
I wish I could see your view
These thorns constrict my breathing
But I do it all for you

And it's for you
That I'm feeling all this pain
And it's for you
That I drive myself insane
And it's for you
That I feel I'm led astray
But I can't blame you
Because I've always felt this way