the way I live

Now I'm in my head
Thinking I don't matter
My minds telling me
I can't do any better
My friends told me
That I could do way better

Me verse the man in the mirror
I surrender
My heart is rotting slowly
To a point where I cannot bleed
Every petal falls below me
Freaky sex made us both control freaks

And I
Live
The way
I live
Is up to me
You always pretend
Your name
Begins
With me

Cocaine on the counter from the last night
Wake up
Then I fucking take some
Snorted through a pay stub
Baby my sobriety
Is such a fucking waste of time
These fake pills
Are better than fake love

The way you talk I know it's not me
Your hurtful words make my heart bleed
Maybe I should to my laundry
Your fragrance stuck when you left me

And I
Live
The way
I live
Is up to me
You always pretend
Your name
Begins
With me

You're the rockstar queen
That's in my daydreams
And with my final breathe
I will be at peace
Happiness has 9 letters
But mine has 8
And it starts with you
Am I crazy
Waking up and I'm hanging from a noose
Demons in my head girl
Can I count on you
To walk me through this beautiful hell
I know you do it so well
I promise you girl
We'll make our great escape

And I (I live the way)
Live (I live for me)
The way (I'll paint the way to the great escape)
I live (And the day you leave will be the end of me)
Is up to me(I live the way)
You always pretend (I live for me)
Your name(I'll paint the way to the great escape)
Begins (And the day you leave will be the end of me)
With me



Credits
Writer(s): Daniel Ramos
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