Nobody Know, Pt. 2

I wanna tell you a story about a child
After school, he went to go home, walk alone
Half way, he arrived at the bridge
The bridge is called M.T
He wanna suicide, cause he's sick with everything around him
He's ready to jump
Suddenly, a car with loud music passed him
He hear that music
Kid be like "damn that shit was dope"
So, suicide doesn't happen
He return to home, find music like that
And you know what?
You're listening to that child
Lemme introduce myself
a man who don't wanna say farewell to himself
"You finally come back, but why you so mad, ham?"
I just check my alarm wow fucking deadline
I send my shit to fucking Uranus with my own line
"Hey watch your mouth ham"
Are you surprise I curse
I feel like fucking wizard, you are snake or fucking lizard
Are you trigger? I'm not a kisser look at your mirror brother
My mother told me I'm talkin while I'm sleep
And mama got surprised
cause I wake up take a letter to send too you sucker
Look inside there's no option refuse
you can choose it's to late defuse bomb brother
"Don't call me brother, you not my brother ham
You say I'm snake, what the fuck
Is there any proof you said that?"
Alright Thomas, you think I don't know what you talkin about behind me
You think nobody know realized that
Your acting so bad and you say your life is a movie
What movie is that? When you become a actor
Even movie "trash" doesn't fit to you sucker
Don't mad Thomas, I speak the truth
Owh yah you said don't believe anything from the internet
But Thomas you told me by social media
This shit kinda funny man
And Thomas you said you man
A man who has 6 bodyguards then call me a coward?
Let's change the topic, here we go
2020, few lines I'm asking to my friend, this is wrong or right
That's embarrassed me, why?
Cause that my own shit bro, feel something wrong on that
So the after disaster I found a the answer
A lot talkin to the death now I got a step
To the a to the b now I see how to beat the devil inside me
Now to the past I forgive but I'm not forget
Thomas, you know every action always got reaction
I said don't do that but you always do that
What the fuck is that
"I'm sorry ham sorry"
You have no right to apology, I've been waiting for this long
Always calmdown but now I countdown
I hope you don't speechless about what's coming next
I already eat mushroom now I'm part of the t rex
You tryna be lowkey but hi I'm lowkey
Wait, I figure it out you gonna be snake
But me, I be myself