its hxrd cxuse i hxte myself

i just need to pray more
and think about myself
cause i been through hell and back
but i hope you're doing well
i used to say that i don't really care about my health
but i'm the only one that's killing myself
Talking to my demons late at night in the AM
My thoughts to far gone
I can't save them
I really wanted to save myself
But it's hard cause i hate myself

i just need to pray more
and think about myself
cause i been through hell and back
but i hope you're doing well
i used to say that i don't really care about my health
but i'm the only one that's killing myself
Talking to my demons late at night in the AM
My thoughts to far gone
I can't save them
I really wanted to save myself
But it's hard cause i hate myself

Yeah i wrote a love letter to myself
For when ain't got nobody and i ain't got nothing left
Maybe one day i can move this rope from around my neck
And Maybe put down this loaded gun that's pointing at my head

I talk to God at night
I hope you hear me
I can't be the only one
That feels like this
A year ago i really thought about ending it
But there's more to life
Then what the vision is

i just need to pray more
and think about myself
cause i been through hell and back
but i hope you're doing well
i used to say that i don't really care about my health
but i'm the only one that's killing myself
Talking to my demons late at night in the AM
My thoughts to far gone
I can't save them
I really wanted to save myself
But it's hard cause i hate myself

i just need to pray more
and think about myself
cause i been through hell and back
but i hope you're doing well
i used to say that i don't really care about my health
but i'm the only one that's killing myself
Talking to my demons late at night in the AM
My thoughts to far gone
I can't save them
I really wanted to save myself
But it's hard cause i hate myself



Credits
Writer(s): Dennis Hutson Holliday Iv
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