14th of December / Rina

Bringing it back to the start
Even though you broke my heart
Think I'm ready again
Can't get you out of my head
Even though you were playing games
I really don't know what I hate
but I just can't feel the way you do
Wish I could get over you
If you love me, say my name
No more time for pretend
If you love me, say my name
I'll follow you till the end

Life's tricky, man it's sticky
I really don't know who's with me
Back then I was blinded fumes ignited
I really didn't care how silly
If I told you I miss you. I'm sorry that I dissed you
I miss yuh, no need to believe me
I got all this weight on my shoulders now
But I pray some day you will see me
Back in the day you'd watch me kick ball
And in the night time. my phone you'd call
I ain't ever met a girl like you so why did I leave
Argh shit I don't know
Northwest 10, most girls they're hoes
Learned the hard way, freeze up, I froze
Now I'm sitting in my room, I'm frozen
Heart's broken I just can't let it go
Listen, I just can't let it go
This was year 10 I didn't have no hoes
The whole school man they knew about us
Known as K Squared, we had dream and goals
Mr T, he knew I was baller, called us love birds
Oh shit he knows, never thought one day I'll be rapping
Now I'm MK and I'll soon do shows
Listen, people come and go
And it sucks to say that's how life goes
But I'll have you know that I didn't mean to
I regret it so much; fuck I hate myself
And I'm still hurting, yeah as you can tell
True say it was love that I felt
Oh well, true say I'm glad that I fell
I fell for you, did you fall for me
My first love, full trust we were perfect
Rina K it fits perfectly but I need your love, need it urgently
MK I was so damn young and dumb
It was love and I'm certain b
Right now, I'm a star, shine bright
So I been flying high like mercury
Felt my heart pump outta my chest
Like every single time that we touched
I was shy, oh my them times it's deep
Got me sitting right here, missing your hugs
I got balls to drop this song
So they can't at me about being all soft, I'm rough
Hearing the pain in my voice it's tough
True love, argh fuck, gotta soak it up
Remember back then back when I was broke, no dates
But you still would come see my face
So young we just chill on the bench
Our bench, saw me like in the same old place
Nowadays a bitch won't see me
So needy, it's nuin but pay
Bucked in the morning, rain stars pouring
But you didn't care every time you'd stay
I got- I got too much exes
The last bitch I was with, she fucked it
Bonnie and Clyde, oh my I got sucked in
Saw a nigga better than me and she fucked him
But I know you watch from a distance
So I just pray you hear this, no bluffing
Fire in the booth and I'm leaving smoke like Fumes
I really hope that you're plugged in
Back In day, I couldn't hold a convo
Got me saying, it's a lovely the weather
And I made you a promise
Pinky, I swear on God we're lasting forever
You did everything right; girl look in my eyes
Hold on can you calm my temper
Back then they were talking smack
Saying this and that, I can do way better, never
Mum told me I gotta shoot for the stars
And aim for moon should've stayed with you
But you know things play for a reason
I faced my demons, fought straight through
My mum loves you so much and it's deep
Always asking, Kye why did you leave?
Truth is, I don't know I was young so dumb
Truth is, man this life is peak
This life is peak, can you hear me speak
Kiki d'you love me, remember them memes?
It's been 4 years, real tears, whispers
Rina, tell me why you're still in my dreams
Asked you out on text, Kye do it in person
Shitting myself there's pressure
It's fucked I remember the day
Thursday, 14th of December